im no longer interested in alot of things..
for various reasons
i see myself as i was 6 yrs ago but the difference is that now im aware
so aware and in the know that it's bad
though mainly just for myself.
but it can't b helped
you can't erase everything in between
i guess this is what is meant by 'to everything there is a season'
like the economic cycles
oh well
c'est la vie
haha finally meet up with fang last sat after such a long time..all the others didn't turn up 4 one reason or another..wa miss them loads..anyway we went to kbox n had loads of fun singing all the boybands songs,reliving the days of our youth..and of cuz we talked as well..looking forward to our nxt outing gurl!
oh n soum left s'pore on wed..went to her farewell party on sat..haha sharm gave bad directions..and despite having to walk in the rain for quite a fair bit we still love her anyway (haha or at least i think we do) hehe..n being the lazy bums that we are (or as we call it 'tired') hehe jo n i cabbed hm aft..cldnt agree with her more..anyway here's a shout out to soum in mumbai..we miss you! ^-^
Entry @ 10:17 PM;
Friday, April 28, 2006
yesterday got me thinking
what do i really want
and ive found the answer
or rather ive known it all along but always refused to acknowledge it
therefore it doesn't matter anymore
finally i see the lack of a need for me to continually try to find means and avenues to prove to people that i am something
because it wont matter to people who already care
and those who dont bother wont bother
plus i know if this goes on any further i'll drive myself mad (more so than normal anywayz)
so im gonna stop now
and move on to other things
and to quote our beloved Bard and the ACSian Theatre tee
All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.
haha so what's life but an elaborate showpiece
on another note, The Tempest is over
got back about an hour ago from PPP at suraj's
haha back to reality in about 20hrs
so exciting
i must say im amazed how time flew by
kudos to everyone for making the show a success
esp the v last show
cuz from where i was standing i cld feel the energy literally resonating out of some of the actors
and of course id like to thank jayne,jo,sharm for coming in to hlp (really appreciate it loads) and my beloved kiddies for being the enthu and crazy bunch of people that you are
love you guys ^-^
Entry @ 9:30 AM;
Sunday, April 09, 2006