cant you see
beneath here lies
a horrible
terrible sight
shock, you'll feel
disbelief yes
this demon
lying behind
what you call obedience
whose words
uttered
seemingly true
lies, all lies
k im crazy..have hist paper tmr, still a long way from finishing my revision and yet im blogging..haha..should get back to it now...
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
HISTORYhow can something
you love so much
be so scary
you know you have
to face it
yet you are wary
of whether it will end
the way you want it to
but on the contrary
it's a must
to go through it
so suck it up pamy
hehe yes seriously i do love history..and the other subjects (i.e. lit econs) im taking..but recently ive developed a slight phobia for history..which is quite sad cuz i like the subject..i knw im weird..maybe it's cuz of the 2000word essays..haha..but it's kinda bad for me cuz im REALLY slow on my history revision..oh well..hehe shd get back to it nw...
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Rainbows
Birdies
Fluffy clouds
Sunshine
Ponies
Whimsical sounds
Dew drops
Puppies
Sweetness abound
Blue skies
Babies
All that astounds
Green grass
Confidants
Perfection's mound
What's Missing?
haha guess guess...
anyway,it's strange how sometimes ppl wrap their whole lives arnd something to the extent that it becomes part of their life, only to realise later on that it may not be one's sole purpose in life..
hehe and on another thing ive realised that although i really love excitement and spontaneity, part of me enjoys stablity and security as well..haha and that's a revelation..
oh went back to sch tdy 4 lit xtra lessons..haha which reminds me TERMS ARE NEXT WEEK..then went to 'study' with kass and lindis..ehh more of talk and eat but hey we really studied ok..abit..hehe..anyway,lindis pointed out some stuff that made me think (haha dun worry im not harping on it) hehe n i guess ive kinda always been that way ever since a couple yrs ago..haha oh well..guess life may not be perfect..but i think it tries to be as nice as possible...
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
haha k im at hm nw..sigh..toopid headache..wanted to go to kenneth's place to catch up w/ all my sec sch peeps then go support jaesh's band but im not allowed to leave the hse..so im pretty much stuck at hm..hehe mum's safety precausions..
anyway,didnt buy my gypsie skirt in the end cuz i didnt think it was worth my money..can get it cheaper elsewhere..BUT i bought a really cool kulot!haha..lois and her sharp eyesight..thx girl!it's really what i call value for money..u won't believe the price b4 sale...
oh restless was GREAT..kudos to the dancers manz..haha practically dancing non-stop for 1 1/2hrs..thats like proooo..and props (hehe no pun intended) to the crew esp my beloved drama seniors who crewed ^-^
k since im stuck at hm i shd b productive and do wrk..yup..haha ehh mebbe after a cup of water..
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
you taught me this song. now i'm writing for your soul.how sweet..haha if only that was addressed to moi..anyway im back frm a day at sch..well technically 1/2 a day..hehe the other 1/2 was spent doing hmwrk at holland v's BK..but at least ive fin my gp compre ^-^ haha strangely enough we started talking about the caste system in India..which got linked to adidas cuz yesterday at poetry slam Mr Singh mentioned after yijun's poem was read that Adi means Prime or Best and Das means Servant or Disciple in Sanskrit..haha how cool is that..so now you know Adidas means Best Servant (for your feet i guess)..haha writing a love poem to an inanimate object is kinda cool cuz you can be as weird and offbeat as you want and yet it's still within social norms cuz it's about a non-living thing..oh yes and Siam Kitchen at Causeway Pt serves good food!!!And they weren't kidding (like how most places do) when they said that their portions were BIGGGGG..hazri couldn't have said it better "I think they put the entire tree into my soup" haha..sigh cant go there nxt wk..hafta accompany mum to yoga cuz if i don't go it'll be the 4th time im abandoning her..hehe 3's already kinda bad..
haha oh..how cld i 4get..went back to sch for cage cleaning on wed..hehe woah basically it was sharm,gloria,lou n me..but at any one time there were only three ppl cuz gloria left when lou came haha but guess wad?we managed to get everything into the cage by arnd 4!!haha so happy..but i foresee long hours of cleaning/packing etc aft terms hehe..went to do PW stuff aft that..haha nv thought doing PW surveys could be so hilarious..hehe aaron's so the typical guy (no offence to exceptions everywhere ^-^) but it's ok boy, haha at least you tried..oh n he got 'accosted' by two EXCEPTIONALLY friendly 14,15 year old girls who were selling charity coupons and he actually agreed to buy two from them if they were to both do our surveys..hehe in the end he only got 1 and only realised it after they had walked quite a distance away..haha toopid boy..oh met ms chow and kinda forced her to do my survey..hehe..drama ppl too..haha thx guys ^-^ yup and we ended the day with a pretty gd range of results..hehe keeping fingers crossed for the heartlands..talked to pei when i got hm that day hoped i helped..hehe hey girl anytime la..
yay..going for restless tmr..gonna get them stuff ^-^..haha gloria just made the revelation that we're (including lois) probably the only drama peeps going tmr..hehe dun worry la..even if it's kinda loserish..at least we're loserish together..haha..besides,hehe dun think we cld bear to leave lo alone rite..oh yes..going 2 get my gypsie skirt tmr..hehe hope they still have it..k gonna turn in soon..haha kinda have a headache..
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Friday, June 17, 2005
A bar of soap
Mmmm
So clean and pristine
Mmmm
It washes everything away
Mmmm
But then life stopped.
For a bar of soap
haha went to kbox w/ fang,grace n hian ytd..hehe n SURPRISE SURPRISE!grace initiated it!yay!haha havent sang karaoke w/ her since fang's bday last yr..oh n took neoprint w/ her too!havent done that w/ her since sec1!haha..it was fun...
then met up w/ cerendis peeps n went to settlers'!haha we had a BLAST!Game of life w/ them was totally hilarious!oh n im really happy 4 guoyou!hehe im sure u'll become some1 prominient in the arts scene in time to come..
haha k i have to start on my two 2oooword holiday essays soon..ehh maybe after a short nap hehe...
oh miss pei..toopid girl ar..didnt join us 4 karaoke =p..keke..anyway,girl im sure there'll b sunshine after the rain (haha k i know i sound corny)..worst comes to worst at least u still have us..though i know it's not much of a consolation la hehe..know i havent been there much for u lately so sorry girl..but if anything crops up u knw the number to dial ya ^-^
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
sometimes when people think of love
they think of wham bam alakazam
they think of glizt and glamour
sparks flying all over the land
but what happened to the simple things
like enjoying the summer breeze
or sitting by the water day-dreaming
or just listening to music over the phone
without a care about tomorrow
but life is like what is it now
our frowns we take them round and round
and we forget this thing called love
haha dont get me wrong..im not becoming a major softie..i just got tired of doing hmwrk n was looking back on how naive i was when i was in sec1 thinking that love was indeed some wham bam alakazam thingy n that im older (though ppl tell me not necessarily more mature..hehe..) i guess that's not so impt..k im getting goose-pimply now..i dun usually blog abt such stuff cuz basically a)im only 17 (ie still a kid) b)4 yrs later i'll probably look back on this sorta entries and think 'what a loser'..haha im serious..was packing my cupboard juz nw (hehe..yes i do make and effort to try and be tidy) n i found a self-intro thingy they made us do in sec1..boy did i sound dumb..
haha oh went out w/ jas,kenneth,pj n weber ytd..kenneth la..kp complaining that his life is boring..hehe so went to play pool..haha havent seen them in ages..wanted to go for sushi buffet aft that but there was no more buffet thingy..*sobz* haha oh well so we went to pizza hut instead..hehe as usual kenneth was making mean jokes abt ppl..but i guess there's no intended malice..haha i think that's juz his way of having fun..went to WRL aft that for poetry slam clinic..caught up w/ jas on the bus ride there..haha he'll always be my pally..anyway,poetry slam was cute..hehe..i think we shd do sth like that for Arts Wk nxt yr ^-^..haha oh n aft the thingy went w/ the other ac peeps to mac (hehe though kass violently protested)..yi jun kept freaking me out w/ the shoulder tapping thing la..haha think the lady behind me in the queue must have thought i was mad when i turned around and stared at her thinking she was the one who tapped my shoulder..
anyway,watched oprah a couple days ago..found it really sad but in a way inspirational cuz the ppl on the show have really traumatic experiences and yet they are brave enough to fight those demons and share their pain with the world, hoping that someone out there going through the same torment will be able to seek help or feel better..and in an earlier epi,oprah was making the wildest dreams of some less priviledged ppl come true..it was so touching and heart-warming when the evil many ppl refer to as money can bring so much gd and happiness to the lives of ppl..yeah oprah's cool ^-^
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Friday, June 10, 2005
crawling in the dark
candles in our hand
we brave rain and hail from above
we emerge when lights fade
smiles on our faces
silently praying
for magical swords to be safe
firesticks to be ready
crawling in the dark
candles in our hands
we created the country
we gave life to the land
satisfaction in our eyes
secretly dancing
for the simple joys
filling the darkness with spirit
haha this is dedicated to the beloved crew..hehe yay ltr going for karaoke..haha but muz fin my hist essay 1st
hehe anyway met up w/ fang,grace n pei on fri..haha had dinner in pizza hut..talked a whole lot..hehe oh n i broke my (or more specifically mum's shoe)..haha wanted to get juz any random pair of shoes then i found a really cute pair at only $9..hehe so proud of myself..haha fang thx for the compliment..grace dun take things so badly la kz..im sure things will lighten up..hehe worst comes to worst u still have us ^-^..oh n pei haha im glad u found ur calling..hehe u seem so into what ur studying now..really proud of u lehz..haha..serious..
then went to kbox w/ fang n her 2 friends on sat..haha havent sang there in ages..muz say it was fun (hehe oh n 1 of fang's friend not bad looking worz)..
hey peeps!must hang out again soon kz..love ya all ^-^
k hehe really gotta get back to my hist essay now..
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Sunday, June 05, 2005