what a difference a day makes
twenty-four little hourshaha..cant really remember stuff that went on this wk..hehe it passed really quickly la..like in a blur sort of way..haha..but i agree it's scary..the thought that a day really makes a difference is scary..the people n stuff..hehe..thx for hlping me see that fact ^-^
Entry @ 7:44 PM;
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Over -
Lindsay LohanI watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning
and I'm still livingI
t won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
(Chorus)
And I'll be the first to go
Yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
Over, Over, Over
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
(Chorus)
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over
hehe..nice song..much better than rumours..
haha..for a moment there i thought i was going mad..or m i? O_o haha
Entry @ 9:07 PM;
Sunday, April 17, 2005
it's been so long
no longer remembered how this felt like
estacsy?maybe.
questions a plenty
a sense of
rojak overwhelms
why?don't know.
as life flies by
the answers continue to elude the mind
eventually?yea eventually.
haha..i guess jc life is really about new experiences..for example the stuff that happened on tue..hehe..basically it involved another fellow Acsian,shut ups,loud voices and of course gp..haha it was indeed traumatising (hehe kz maybe im exaggerating a lil but it really wasn't a nice experience)..but i guess that's just life n im all over it now ^-^...
on to happier stuff..such as the national x-country on wed..haha..wa..the atmosphere was cool manz..hehe..the vj ppl were super enthu (haha it's a compliment)..cld hear them cheering from quite a distance away..but AC wasn't bad too..love how we cheer for ppl..hehe..even random ppl that we didn't knw..haha we came in 3rd for the A div girls which wasnt too bad..n 2nd for the A div boys (hehe though a tech glich gave us the 1st place instead but being honest ppl we told them abt the error)..haha but i have say sth interesting happened which prevented the championship from being ours..hehe before i proceed i do state that whatever im abt to say has no discrimination whatsoever against anybody from any specific organisations or bodies and may probably just be my opinion..anyway like i was saying,AC cld've been the x-country A div boys champs BUT towards the very very end (we were leading) a certain other runner from a
premier junior college in the
bishan/amk area nudged our runner causing him to stumble a bit..enough said...
haha sometimes i wonder what if..there r so many small things that had happened that influenced big parts of my life..and these seemingly small n insignificant events really impact ur life on a big scale..alot of the things that happened to me in the past 2-3yrs made me what i am today..but has that necessarily been a gd thing?hehe i dunno..
alot of things that i wanna know can't be answered just like that..haha..i shall turn in soon n sleep on it...
oh yes n i miss alot of ppl!!!hehe..been bz with drama that i havent really gotten arnd 2 meeting up with lots of pals i wanna hang with..miss fang n pei..haha havent talked to them in quite awhile..got lots of stuff to tell them..hehe n grace..promise u we'll catch a movie someday..haha 3mths passed w/o us even realising we haven't been in the same sch for 3mths..haha..so true..faridah,gotta make that thingy 4 chihoe soon..hehe..his bday is really soon..though i guess by nw that we're definitely giving it belated..haha..drama juniors..i believe in u guys..hehe so gimme the good news when u get it..cerendis ppl really wanna go out with u guys someday soon..haha miss crapping with u guys kz..haiz..esp sorry trev...
anywayz,i gotta turn in..hehe spent almost 2 hrs on this entry la..haha n i nd 2 wake up early tmr..oh well..hehe that's life ^-^
Entry @ 9:01 PM;
Saturday, April 16, 2005
the imagination is a tool
that allows the human mind
to leave its physical being
a hideaway from reality
an avenue for escapism
act of self-delusion
but it brings with it bliss
borrowed yes but nonetheless
beauty. bliss.
haha another hectic week in my ordinary 16++ yr old life..don't get me wrong..i love the life i'm leading..doing the stuff i love,studying the subjects i love n loving the people i love..but is life that simple?hehe shan't blog too much about that considering the amount of content that can be put in and the amount of hmwrk i have undone..
haha finally meet up with faridah ytd..didn't quite find time earlier due to both our bz schedule(haha)..talked to her quite abit..hehe oh n met quite a few amkss ppl on orchard..haha must be cuz the family day thingy had ended..oh i bought some stuff..hehe this really nice pink skirt n a black tank top ^-^ then aft that went to meet fang n hian at bugis..haha havent seen hian in quite awhile..wa her skin colour looks really nice now..hehe..healthy bronzy looking..haha woah they really went on a shopping spree..hehe i guess that's the benefit of having a real income...
haha ohh n my new class is quite funky!hehe bunch of quirky lovable peeps..but a number of ppl transferred out liao..abit saddening..but i guess that's just life...
Entry @ 2:06 PM;
Sunday, April 10, 2005