the sun, the stars, the moon, the universe
though in it, all seems so very distant
things couldn't be more brilliant or diverse
but present does not equal existent
struggle to break though, carve out a new world
disregard everything the eye can see
the ardous journey makes one barf and hurl
magnificence comes with a hefty fee
smile and be happy, shine light all around
contentment is the way to happiness
reach for the sky with your feet on the ground
whatever the pain or the wretchedness
life's just like that, there's no way around it
but optimism keeps emotions fit ^-^
haha..ok that was my lame attempt at writing a sonnet..hehe..ya thought i'd write one for fun since we've been writing them for lit lessons anyway..
sigh..Os results coming out soon (i.e. next mon 28th feb 05 which is to just about 2 1/2 days away)..don't know how i will fare..it's freaky you know..but on the other hand..i get to see people i haven't seen in ages!
then again i don't know about my immediate future though..thought i had it planned out but i guess maybe not..sometimes i feel i've made up my mind then something comes along to tell me "Hey Girl! You Better Think Twice!" (e.g. my sucky hist results)
oh well..shall worry about that after i get my results...
Entry @ 11:07 PM;
Friday, February 25, 2005
detachment from the outside world
yes
can you feel the winds
they blow
and billow
screaming insults
screeching across the night sky
they die down
the sun rises
and the puzzle piece is back in
till the winds blow again
yes
sigh..miss them to bits..guess ive been busy with Drama i didnt call and stuff..feel kinda bad..must go out chiong after getting Os regardless of results k..hehe..shall get around to calling them before fri ^-^
Entry @ 6:39 PM;
Monday, February 21, 2005
bottle it up
throw it away
let no one see it
weather it down
kick it around
no one's to know it
tear it apart
rip it all out
eradicate it
hate it to death
curse it to hell
but then again just smile
Entry @ 5:15 PM;
Sunday, February 20, 2005
realisation
that everything
has been built
on nothing
acquisition
of everything
has fallen
to nothing
with the realisation
that the acquition
is everything yet
nothing but an apparation
haha..woah..it's been awhile since i've updated..shall sum up my entire week..
haha..mon was vday..hehe and like a couple previous vdays i spent it with drama..but this year's vday experience was unlike previous years..haha maybe it's the difference in school cultures or maybe it's just that we've grown up and are now more mature..hehe but whatever the reason, ac really puts alot of focus on vday..not that that's not cool..haha but just a little overwhelmed..it was super fun nonetheless..Thanks for the stuff people!
then i spent the next few days till yesterday suffering from sleep deprevation (due to the long rehersals and stuff) and had to make use of recess and lunch slots to catch up on homework and revise for tests (had 3: history on wed, chinese on thur and econs yesterday)..haha..but i guess it was kinda worth it..the show was great..hehe..despite only having slightly more than a week to really reherse..haha..love the people i got to know..especially those in miss civilisation!haha..and deepest thanks go out to Sharm..'Pia' for your term exams k!know you definitely can make it..oh and to joyce and abi..thanks for the support!Love the sunflower ^-^
haiz..sometimes i really want to stay..and sometimes i want to go..i've met alot of really wonderful people here,had lots of fun and i know most part of the culture here suits me..but there are times i wonder..haha what sharm said is quite true..but then true gold aint afraid of a little fire much less ice (hehe pun here)..so im hoping that im golden (or at least sliverish haha)..oh well..Os results going to be out soon anyway..hope i do well..haha..wonder how everyone's doing..hehe actually i hope everyone does well then we can all be in a celebratory mood when we collect our results and go out for some fun or something...
haha..yay..next week im back to normal sleeping hours...
Entry @ 5:23 PM;
Saturday, February 19, 2005
in the mirror
nothing but a stick
going to eat
till it makes me sick
reach out for fries
they ask me to stop
going to eat
till i finally drop
out with my friends
they say i've grown fat
going to eat
till im really that
will never cease
though they say im pretty
going to eat
till im no longer skinny
in the mirror
nothing but a stick
going to eat
till it makes me sick
haha..before any1 thinks i have some binge eating disorder or sth..relax..hehe this is juz a lit assignment i have 2 do..oh well..gotta go out..trevor la..haha..shall blog in ltr if i have the time...
Entry @ 10:27 AM;
Saturday, February 12, 2005