Meant to Live -
Switchfoot
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
Switchfoot has another really nice song called Dare You To Move but i still like this better..so erm enjoy...
Entry @ 10:25 PM;
Friday, August 27, 2004
unbelievable innocence
indescribable pain
undesirable conflicts
inexplicably sane
haha..havent blogged in abt 10 over days..didnt get a chance 2 use com..anywayz,life sure is wacked..sigh..juz hope 2 fin sec sch in one piece..2 tired 2 dwell on stuff le..hehe..oh well..hopefully optimism will c me thru ^-^
was discussing a kinda morbid topic during Eng lessons on thurs..cuz we were watching Planet of the Apes n the ending left those who havent watched the movie going ??? n those who have going -_-''' this thus led to the topic of whether we will knw that we're dead when we're dead?My mum says no..she believes that our conciousness will b 2 distorted to b able to make that realisation and only it's only until much later that we will realise it.but by that time it wouldnt really matter cuz we can only either except or reject the fact.i still dun get it though...
sometimes i agree life can b dull..doing the same things day in day out,w/ nth special or interesting in it..so i guess it's kinda true..but 4 me it's more of an unexplainable emptiness..sigh..hope to get out of this routine asap n move on 2 more fulfilling things in life..though i must admit..i'll miss sec sch life,2gether wif all the quirks and ecentricities..haha..shant get emotional nw..hehe..i'll have plenty of time aft prelims n Os 2 do that ^-^
Entry @ 10:22 PM;
does it sting
does it burn
do you bleed
in return
can you laugh
can you cry
do you do them
without sighs
was it me
was it you
or the dreams that
didnt come true
am i crazy
am i blind
indifference
takes its place with time
i just wonder why
Entry @ 9:30 PM;
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
have you ever felt empty
lost the essence of your soul
have you ever felt heavy
that your heart had turned to stone
a gust of wind is all it takes
to change my everthing
a labryith of ice
is all that's left to see
the ice that is melting
the footprints in the sand
the flame on a candle
the dust spots on my hand
in time all is nothing
a vacuum of existence
all we do is run
away into oblivion
run away
life has become a chore.. it's not supposed to.. sigh.. anyway,i got a cut yesterday.nothing serious though.. but i guess the theory's kinda correct..accidents are there to remind us that we're alive.. that we're not juz walking through life for the sake of doing so.. maybe that's why im so accident prone, cuz i find that there are alot of times where i ask myself: Why am i doing what im doing? most of the time,i don't have an answer..
oh n i read somewhere a quote from Will Smith (ya the MIB guy) that scares me cuz it's so true.. and that's sad..
oh well.. that's life...
Entry @ 11:53 PM;
Saturday, August 07, 2004
fear in many forms
strike even the bravest
for the couragous
hide fear well
everybody fears
but expression differs
shudder at the thought
memories don't fade
that's where kodak is wrong
even the smallest
they are like jade
changing with time
richer or faded
perspective comes in here
today made me rememeber
torturous routines and practices
mental pressure in my brain crevices
2 left feet makes me uncoordinated
1/2 a brain makes numbers weird
my only 2 real fears
other than darkness
and isolation
those are kinda irrational
but the above mentioned
are harzardous
enough about that..talking about it scares me...
put your guard up
a knife at every corner
a gun on every floor
words can do wonders
change duchess to boor
mirrors don't work
reflections too perfect
flaws shut out
the narcissist misled
fault lies in all
truth is at hand
wit often crafts
lies into them
outwit
outplay
outlast
are rules to a game
and since life is one
then game on
rethorical questions
unconsidered considerations
whatever then
no blame for the deflation
respect is basic
what's wanted follows
voices are real
don't wait til tommorrow
no is not an option
because of the face
more to it than a moment's wrath
bearing brings returns
aint whitish
spotted all over
may not be in position
just preventing danger
BUT
earth is here
step on it
look n see
aint it obvious?
dial 1800-WHO-CARES ?
go figure
*sigh*
Entry @ 11:06 PM;
Wednesday, August 04, 2004