Pt VI(b) of Behind 2 Pairs of EyesJaneJane crept back into her shell. She found solace in her violin. Why not come clean with her schoolmates on who she really was? She would have tons of friends then. But that was not what she wanted. Then again what did she want? She didn't know.
Flipping through her music scores, she picked out her collection of Mozart's pieces. They always made her feel a little better every time she felt down, but this time it didn't seem to work. Gently, she put her violin back in the case and turned on the radio.
"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go…"
The rest of the song faded away slowly in the background. Jane went over the words of song again and again in head and wondered if this was a sign. Looking out her window, she saw a pair of girls from her school driving past, smiling, and looking anything unlike her. They looked happy.
"Jacques, get Mr. Paolo on the phone. Ask if he can make it here by tomorrow morning."
Entry @ 10:25 PM;
Tuesday, November 08, 2005