fear seeps my soul
experiences i hold
cant escape it's grasp
not wanting another goal
it reeks of stupidity
time better spent
then pondering over nothing
unless the other relents
hardened by time
strengthened by pain
no sense in pursuing
something in vain
what i want is never mine
so limit myself to me
things done with just two hands
at least there's security
dont deny it's a dream
but it all comes up empty
stop before there's no return
for these are aplenty
slowly maybe
but not now
bustling is therapeutical
shant spoil its smile
happy as i am
enough it is
satisfied with simplicity
ignorance is bliss
hehe..got substantial inspiration from a fren..
haha sunday was a fun day.spent it at sentosa.was sadistic though.cuz these sec1 sec2 kids were competiting in a competition amazing race style n i was one of the game masters..tortured them at my station..hehe..made them do stupid things..but kinda surprised at their drive though.didnt knw they actually took the thing so seriously.but im sure it was an great experience 4 them.hope there's more of this kinda thing nxt time..hehe..then can see them suffer..MuAhAhAhAhA (ya i knw im sadistic)..oh ya 1/2 the promise was kept..but im satisfied ^-^ at least an effort was made.it was absolutely tiring but definitely loads of fun.
mon was another day out (which kinda suprises me that i actually got my math hmwrk done).watched spiderman 2.way cool.toby maguire has these really deep,soulful eyes.but in terms of gd looking i think the guy who played his best fren (james franco i think) wins.he has this angsty brooding look going on cuz his best fren killed his dad etc.took my lil bro out.was ok at 1st but apparently he's nt used 2 nt having his way.long story.i was kinda embarressed but it's a gd thing guys dun hold grudges (often).slept so early that i missed Friends.
but it's a gd thing the story was narrated to me (thx chee hian)..haha..joey is funny..he's really vry *duh*..haha..gonna watch it nxt wk..anywayz,nth much happened in sch xcept 4 the fact that a fren of mine stormed out of the class n blamed it on me.but like i said it's a gd things guys seldom bear grudges so ya...
Read this in the Sunday Times: The opposite of love is not hate,it's indifference.
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
