Nitefall is my enemy
It reopens my old wounds
Nitefall is my saviour
It lets my mind slip away
Nitefall is my detractor
It reminds me of what i shdnt b
Nitefall is my aid
It slowly drains the memories
Nitefall is many things to me
It makes the day seem so easy
Taking advice frm hian to simplify my blog.I guess im tired too.After so long u guys r probably wondering what crap im writing about.the world is a cruel place.if ppl knw that u haf a weakness,they'll exploit it n hurt u.but i knw u guys won ^-^.so ya.dun like to b an open bk.cuz when you're an open bk ur guard's down.n when i let my guard down,ppl will only choose 2 hurt me.haha..i think i wrote something about choices ytd.puzzles me y ppl make they choices they do,dun they think abt the consequences.ever wonder what's like being chewing gum?i knw.the 1st bite is always exciting and enjoyable cuz the taste is juz so rich (or mebbe cuz we like the thrill of eating something banned in Singapore..hehe..) as u chew,the taste fades away.n the person who eats it more often than not juz spits it out in some corner n walks away.im nt blaming ppl 4 being inconsiderate.but pls,wrap everthing up 1st b4 throwing it away.dun leave things 1/2 done n expect things so settle themselves.i bet there muz b some portion of it thats non-biodegradable n takes hundreds of years to decompose.i feel like gum.n so 2 try n decompose,i write.hoping that slowly decomposition will take place as the words come out of my hands(oh n singing,shopping n eating r gd forms of therapy too).im my cheery self in the day cuz im surrounded by ppl n stuff to do n other things that kp my mind bz.but the nites suck.im left 2 my own imagination.hw crappy is that.but the gd thing is even plastic will decompose one day,so i dun believe what i want 2 go away cant.so thats y im optimistic n wait 4 that day 2 arrive.as long as the sun keeps shining i'll keep on smiling ^-^.oh ya n i watched a video ytd that smiling makes ppl look gd..so smile more!!!!!life's 2 short la..besides,there r so many benefits 2 smiling.ppl arnd u r happy,life seems ezier 2 get thru n u dun grow old that fast (as in get wrinkles la).n u nv knw,a smile can make a person's day.there's this lil girl who goes 2 the childcare centre at the void deck of my blk.every morning when i go 2 sch i'll bump into her n she'll always great me with this big bright smile n call "jie jie".n tat smile can kp me happy the entire day.this means that every little thing u do 4 some1 else can make a big difference.i used 2 wish i cld b somebdy else when i was younger cuz i didnt like who i was,i juz felt i was 2 normal.then as i grew older i realised that every1's here 4 a purpose n no matter hw big or small it is.u unknowingly change some1 elses life.4 better or 4 worse is another matter.
The world may mean nth 2 u,but the u may mean sth 2 the world (think butterfly effect)
Entry @ 8:56 PM;
Thursday, May 13, 2004
