need a purpose
my soul
is now devoid
empty
a shell
shudder at the thought
becoming
inspirationless
meaningless
existence

I wanna knw why ppl wake up in the morning everyday?of cuz its 4 reasons like the alarm clock ringing, having to go to work/sch, cuz ur body had enough rest etc etc ...... but thats so shallow. the question is what's your reason for waking up each morning?if there's no reason then why do you live?as humans, we have the power of choice. so we tend to make life difficult for ourselves by giving ourselves choices. animals are more often than not happier than we are, simply bcuz they have a standard lifeline to follow. and since as humans we can choose, we're supposed to make the world a better place. but no. cuz ppl make wrong choices. everyday you wake up and c the news. filled with pages and pages of carnage and death. where has the love gone?i can sit here n type all i want about how sad the world is now...but thats all i can do. i do not have the power to change the world, heck i cant even control my own life. but i do know that someday somehow i'll make a difference. n that's my reason for living.

So do you live cuz you're alive or are you alive cuz you live?

Entry @ 2:57 PM; Wednesday, May 12, 2004

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